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No Words
01:58
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This is an apology
As superficial as it might seem
I swear we're not all that way
But I think you're right to doubt me
I heard that you don't feel safe with friends
Because fucked up things that guys do
So separate and heal
Sympathize, I'll be there for you
Taking back the right to be heard
And the right to be safe
Now you can't feel loved
Now you can't feel heard
(You can't feel nothing but what he dictates)
Just know there's nothing you did to deserve this
And it's not your fault
(You can't feel nothing but what he dictates)
'Cause you are so loved and you are so heard
This is her life and it's not for you
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2. |
Jawbreaker
01:13
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I've been so stupid, so jealous, so jaded
But I can't be that person anymore
I'm losing friends 'cause I'm not one
And I know that this couldn't last
I say too little and I say it late
I choose my battles and I don't choose well
If I believed in god then I would go to hell
i want to be better but I don't know how
So I'll let myself let myself go
I've been so stupid, so fucked up, forget it
But I can't be that person anymore (frustrated)
I choose my battles and I don't choose well
If I believed in god then I would go to hell
i want to be better but I don't know how
So I'll let myself let myself go
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3. |
Nerve Damage
02:39
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No fucking way I'm coming back, back to you
It's been so long, it's been surreal, it's not the same
You're calling me back, I'm calling you out, you're calling me in
Let go, it's time to let this all go
Look around at this place, no unity
An open casket, now full of what we could have been
And I'll walk away from it, thinking this was it
You're pulling me back in
'Cause it's not the kind of place
That I'll ever celebrate
And I'll never understand
So run away
'Cause it's not my kind of play
And I'm caught up behind stage
And you don't even notice me now
So run away
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4. |
Not Permanent
02:55
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With open eyes on me
I've arrived today with decency
Shake hands, exchange pleasantries
How's the weather where you live
Now far away from me
And now I'm choking up
The syllables are stuck in my lungs
As I explain, "I'm not one to make amends"
And you conclude you're seeing someone else
Spilling ink on spilled blood
(Been calling to you)
I try to document
(Not falling for you)
As I recollect
(Been waiting so long for this moment)
Every time I'm disappointed
And I made a list longer than I care, care to admit
Spilling ink on spilled blood
It's like pencils and pens
(I'll be sinking in)
Spilling ink on spilled blood
(Spilled blood)
It's like pencils and pens
(I'll be sinking in)
One's not permanent
But the other sinks in
(I'll be sinking in, but not forever)
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Break Hearts
02:02
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The first thing you said to me was the last thing you said
To got what you wanted, said what you wanted, fucked who you wanted,
Who gives a fuck
And I can't think of you in the same light as before
And I can't think of you in the same light
Got what you wanted, fucked you wanted
Who gives a fuck
So hold your tongue and collapse lungs
Wanted to tell you that it's not okay
'Cause we played our cards where the only suit is hearts
We deal in faith and luck is finite
So gather around the table
And place your bets
Watch as I gamble with your beating heart
I cheated myself not once but twice
In this game where there's no rules
We played our cards where the only suit is hearts
(And I won't cry 'cause I'm thinking of the fucking lies)
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6. |
Suicide Pt.1+2
03:06
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If I stay here one more day
I swear I'd fucking kill myself
If I stay here one more day
Hey father I'm lost and alone
In need of comfort when disappointment shows
It hurts to think there's something better
But it kills when you look down on me
Just wanted you to always love me
These words they stick with me:
"Son, give up your dreams. You're letting down your family"
Deep down I know that you are right
You're always fucking right
I gave it a chance
I know I got out what I put in
If I gave it a chance
I'd fall in and fall out again
(These words they stick with me, "Son, give up your dreams. You're letting down your family")
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7. |
Bitter End
01:48
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Remember the summer
Remember the feeling
The world was your oyster
But we came so far, until a bitter end
I saw you every day, never again
(Wasn't meant to)
(Keeps on pushing me out, keeps on bringing me down, keeps on pushing me out)
I do deserve it I do
I do deserve it I do, I do deserve it
(Not coming home)
We came so far, until a bitter end
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Swear Jar Vancouver, British Columbia
Three friends from the Pacific Northwest of Canada. “catchy and aggressive punk rock that captures the nostalgic feel of melodic hardcore with a toned down and contemporary pop-punk or, dare I say, emo feel. .”
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